I suck...
At updating this... Man!

Okay, I updated What The Heart Wants tonight... Finally! It's been forever with that, too.

That's all for now!!

See you all soon!!

How confusing can ya get??
OK, you know... in my last post, I made reference to how totally confusing guys can be. And now I just feel like elaborating some on that. Blame hormones. ;)

My best guy friend and I have known each other for 8 years. Didn't really start talking or doing much together before this past year, though. Maybe a little before that. Either way, our relationship has been odd from the start.

When I first met him, I liked him and my cousin was going to set us up. But... she decided that SHE liked him (though she's married) and told him that he was too old for me. So apperantly, he liked me too. And, yeah, he is a bit older than me, but I've always acted older than I am, and he acts younger than he is, so it all works out. In fact, we're almost exactly alike! That's why we get along s well...

But anyway, as time's gone on, we became more... comfortable with each other? That sounds about right. I've never stopped liking him. Never. During that time he did get a girlfriend... and we got closer... but after two years the girlfriend's gone (thank goodness) and we're... almost too comfortable with each other. Talk every night (except for maybe one or two nights a week.) And we do lots of stuff together. And we joke around... well, joking around is one word. Openly flirting is another...

And yet... I've been telling people that I DON'T like him "like that" for years! Why...? I dunno... Habit...Whatever. But how dumb am I?? I'm confused a little still over how he feels about me... but I think I know. But that whole thing would take up waaaay to much space to try and explain, so we'll just leave it as... I'm confused. *sigh*

Well, I'm sure I've bored everyone enough with my ramblings. But, let me tell you, my one friend always tells me that I'm living in my own personal soap opera... But it's not as fun as it sounds, sometimes. ;)

Until next time... (When I'm sure I'll bore you all with more ramblings, hehe. ;))

It's been awhile...
Quite awhile, it seems. *looks over at the last date she posted...* Ugh, how embarassing! Ah well, real life has a way of pulling you away sometimes, doesn't it?

Either way... so what's been going on with me...? I'm sure you're all wondering (assuming, of course, that there is 'someone' out there reading this! Maybe there isn't.).

Not much to be honest. In a post I made earlier, I said about maybe messing things up with this one guy-friend of mine. Well, I didn't... But I'm confused by him now. Kind of. Some days I think I understand what's going on... and sometimes (some very short little times) I feel like I have NO idea. I'd ask for opinions, if I knew anyone was reading, but that would be one loooong post. Either way, it's good right now, so I'm just gonna be happy with that. :) But just for the record, we've had discussions on how WOMEN are confusing... But men, just to let you know, you confuse us, too. ;)

I updated What The Heart Wants a few times in between my last postings. I'm in a writing mood now, and am working on the NEXT chapter, too, so if you like my story, I should be updating soon. :)

That's all for now, talk to you all later!

Jo

A Small Victory... (No matter how disgusting...)
Well, this past weekend sucked really badly. My whole family got the flu... me included. That's the first time we've all had it at the same time ever. Yippee, right? ;)

I hate to even say this, because I do fear it will jinx me. But let's hope it doesn't.

I'm rather proud of myself. To those who know me, know the "problem" I have with the flu. This was the first time EVER in my whole life (that I can remember) that I have had the flu and NOT had a panic attack every time I got sick. To some, that sounds kinda silly, I suppose, but not to me.

Now don't get me wrong, I'm waaay less than thrilled about the whole concept of being sick, as I'm sure everyone is. But for me, well, let's put it this way: Some people have fears like being afraid of spiders, or heights or water... mine is the fear of, well, the flu. Seriously. So, I'm sure I'll still be stressing about getting it again for at least another month or two... but I'm not hysterical like I was the last time. Yay for me. I feel that I've taken a good step, here. Not that I want to try repeating that whole thing, mind you.

All that said, I'm gonna go Lysol a few rooms...

Another day...
Another dollar, I suppose. Not too many dollars at my job, but, oh well. *shrugs*

Anyway, I updated What The Heart Wants today, at ff.net. I've unfortunatly been unable to update at my site, so if you're really looking forward to reading the newest chapter, look there. I will get my sit updated soon, though. I also must apologise to both Lady Rane and Reinbeauchaser, who's fics I host, but haven't updated on my site for a few chapters. Sorry guys! Please accept my most humble apologies!

My day today pretty much sucked. Not one little thing in particular, but, you know when you have one of those days where just everything is just... bad? That's how today was.

I'll post more later, when I feel up to typing more...

Ah... naps do wonders....
Hehe... I did end up taking that nap... for about 10 minutes. But it still did good. :)

I did, however, make myself look like an IDIOT a little earlier by trying to explain what I meant last night to my friend... well, that's the hazards of talking on IM, I guess. Now he probably thinks I'm totally dumb. He says no, but, boy... am I blushing. I feel so stupid...

Well, I guess there's no real use in dwelling on it. It's all already said. No point but to just move on from it.

What a day...
And it's not even near being over! Just a really tiring day at work today. I'm really hoping to get some major updating done at the website, and soon. Plus, I feel as if I've been neglecting my stories...

Not to mention I couldn't sleep last night because I think I may've messed up big time with my one guy friend...

I think I need a nap...

The wha--?
The Green Portal... yeah, y'know, since my site has the words 'Green Dimension' in it, I figured this would be the Portal... the portal to what, I don't know yet. Probably boring posts, lol...

Anyway, yes, this is my first blog, and my very first post... so hurrah!

I'm hoping to post any updates I make to my stories or the stories that I host here, also, so if you're interested, look here for updates, too.